I havent been able to right a damn thing lately. I cant really say why that is. actually i havent done much of any thing lately just sat around the house waiting for something to happen. of course nothing ever does. shit. I always seem to write about the same thing over and over again dont I? well the main reason I write is to vent and relieve stress. so thats probably why the same topic is written about constantly. maybe if i had some motivation or something. I dunno.

So its been a year since fucking graduation and prom. its funny. ive changed so much

but certain things have not. 

I shouldn't let nonsense bother me but it does anyway. ive been saying i'm going to FUCK. I cant write about this nonsense anymore im just not in the mood.